It’s like drowning but you just won’t fucking die.
I don’t understand what I do wrong.
I haven’t been restricting this week. I haven’t cut this week. I haven’t acted on suicidal triggers or thoughts. I’ve been living. Why am I so damn unhappy all the time? I’m honestly trying to be better! To make people happy before myself! To think about my future! I’ve been singing and cleaning and taking care of my body! But none of it works! What does such a piece of shit worthless and sad excuse for a human do to live in a world they don’t want to live in anymore???!!!