Someone i considered one of my best friends just said I’m pretending to be depressed and only acting like no one likes me. I wish people realized it’s true.. The world would be better off without me and I am just unwanted. It’s not that though. It’s that they don’t believe I am actually always in pain. And I just want the hurting to go away.
I’m a worthless piece of shit
I literally want to kill myself
I have literally no friends at all they all hate me
I’m a giant fat piece of shit I don’t deserve food
My dad just said I’ve put on a lot of weight
I can’t wait to get out of high school. When I’m away and alone and I won’t need anyone.
I am down to one friend.
I don’t want to complain because she’s more of a friend than anyone will have in their entire lives. But just knowing that literally no one even wants to talk to me is really shitty. I mean, I’m good alone and understand why people don’t like me but at the same time I don’t get it..
What do I wear to Los Angeles this week even